| 6th March 2006
Life just got a little bit boring-ER!! I'm currently @ work, sitting alone. MONDAY!! Don't wanna move.. MUST EXERCISE! HATE SUN! BACK HURTS! Grrrz.. Want Weekend to come, soon, NO NOW!!
I'm moving down to Nerang soon. I'm not looking 4wd to it.. I don't want to move, infact i'm happy where i am now, settled in, family near by, hunni by my side.. Moving means, long trips up and down, by myself.. To be honest, i don't trust myself driving.. I was goin to buy a car, now i've changed my mind to buy a house.. But i am currently incapable of buying a house and to be able to pay off my debt if i was to eva quit this job.. This means, i'm locked in.. For you it may ask; what more do u want? Well, the thing is.. FAMILY, CAREER & LIFE.. Is this wat i'm lookin for in life? A life working to my uncle and aunty, doing something i have no interest in? Having no life, living far away from family & friends? Is this what i wanna do all my life? If i buy a house now, i need a FULL TIME job to pay of this debt.. If i quit this job, i'm DEAD!! Should i wait.. think things through before i do decide to buy a BIG THING.. It's not all about paying of the mortgage, itz also, electricity, water/ rates, grocceries, petrol, social life? wants/ needs.. I'll be working paycheck to paycheck.. I'd be jailed.. I'm AFRAID!!!
I'm currently 54kg @ 166cm.. I want to be 48kg.. I c soooo many pretty, hot, tall, skinny azn gals around.. and i want their figure.. I have about 6kg to lose before i can reach this target.. how hard can it be? i can do it.. for lunch i'm eating vegeis w/ steamed rice.. but before i just had a sneaky snack of: almond biscuit + peach.. NO MORE SNACKING.. WISH ME LUCK!!
Well, must get back to work now!! Au Revoir..
MIMI.. xoxoxo |